Have you ever felt like you are a lightworker? Someone who is here to help raise consciousness, awareness, or just in some way to help push humanity forward, into a new state of being? Do you feel like you are using your skill openly or do you feel like you are not living up to your own potential?
I do feel like this myself and it took me years to figure out what to do with that or how to be in the world. It wasn't until I felt that the burden was too heavy and I wanted to give up that I realised that I wasn't doing enough, I was feeling useless and like I had nothing to share.
I wanted to help, to share what I know and my experiences, to lift people up from depression, emotional trauma, emotional instability by sharing with them all the tools available that have helped me in my life, but since I didn't have a degree from a University, I couldn't get a job in a clinic, a hospital, a rehabilitation centre or in any other facility that works with people....due to a lack of a diploma.
I have 30 years experience with depression. Both with my own, treating my own depression and permanently curing it using EFT...on my own! In spite of that, I used the limiting belief I was holding on to, that I needed a degree from the University, to be able to help people, to stop me from doing my WORK. I am a lightworker and diploma or no diploma, my job here on this earth is to let my light shine.
This means that I had to let go of old limiting beliefs that kept me from working with people. Not doing my work pushed me into depression in the first place. Understanding that I am here with the purpose of learning to believe in myself enough to be able to let my light shine and help others has helped me to start to let go.
Fragments of this old belief still surface regularly and I challenge them one at a time. There is a reason for me having had the childhood that I had, that kept me from believing in myself. The reason is, I had to dig deep into my soul, recall my spirit and become present, focused and clear on my purpose, on what being a lightworker means, so that I could find the courage to do my WORK.
What is your challenge? What limiting beliefs do you have that are keeping you from doing what you were born to do, what you love to do....what, if you had the courage to admit it to yourself and others, you are innately good at...better than anyone else.
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I do feel like this myself and it took me years to figure out what to do with that or how to be in the world. It wasn't until I felt that the burden was too heavy and I wanted to give up that I realised that I wasn't doing enough, I was feeling useless and like I had nothing to share.
I wanted to help, to share what I know and my experiences, to lift people up from depression, emotional trauma, emotional instability by sharing with them all the tools available that have helped me in my life, but since I didn't have a degree from a University, I couldn't get a job in a clinic, a hospital, a rehabilitation centre or in any other facility that works with people....due to a lack of a diploma.
I have 30 years experience with depression. Both with my own, treating my own depression and permanently curing it using EFT...on my own! In spite of that, I used the limiting belief I was holding on to, that I needed a degree from the University, to be able to help people, to stop me from doing my WORK. I am a lightworker and diploma or no diploma, my job here on this earth is to let my light shine.
This means that I had to let go of old limiting beliefs that kept me from working with people. Not doing my work pushed me into depression in the first place. Understanding that I am here with the purpose of learning to believe in myself enough to be able to let my light shine and help others has helped me to start to let go.
Fragments of this old belief still surface regularly and I challenge them one at a time. There is a reason for me having had the childhood that I had, that kept me from believing in myself. The reason is, I had to dig deep into my soul, recall my spirit and become present, focused and clear on my purpose, on what being a lightworker means, so that I could find the courage to do my WORK.
What is your challenge? What limiting beliefs do you have that are keeping you from doing what you were born to do, what you love to do....what, if you had the courage to admit it to yourself and others, you are innately good at...better than anyone else.
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